Ten

Pearl Jam

27-08-1991

 

Dave Krusen - Drum

Jeff Ament - Bas

Eddie Vedder - Zang

Mike McCready - Solo Gitaar

Stone Gossard - Gitaar

 

Meewerkende muzikanten Rick Parashar - Piano, Orgel, percussie

Walter Gray - Cello

Tim Palmer - Brand blusser, Peper bus

 

Geproduceerd door: Pearl Jam en Rick Parashar

Opgenomen in: London Bridge Studios, Seattle, MaartApril '91

Gemixt door: Tim Palmer

Techniek door: Dave Hillis, Don Gilmore, Adrian Moore

Gemixt in: Ridge Farm Studios, Dorking, Engeland, Juni 1991

Gemastert door: Bob Ludwig

ONCE

I admit it...what's to say...yeah

I'll relive it...without pain...mmm

Backstreet lover on the side of the road

I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode

I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes, I pray

Once upon a time I could control myself

Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah

 

Oh, try and mimic what's insane...ooh, yeah

I am in it...where do I stand?

Oh, Indian summer and I hate the heat

I got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat

I got my hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet...I pray

Once upon a time I could control myself

Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah

 

You think I got my eyes closed

But I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time

 

Ooh, once upon a time I could control myself, yeah

Once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah

Once, upon a time I could love myself, yeah

Once upon a time I could love you, yeah, yeah, yeah

 

Once

Yeah...once, once...yeah, yeah Yeah...yeah, yeah...yeah, yeah...oww

 

 

EVEN FLOW

Freezin', rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again

Oh, Feelin' maybe he'll see a little better set a days, ooh yeah

Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, ooh yeah

Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah

 

Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies

Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away, yeah...ooh

Oh, someday yet, he'll begin his life again...life again...life again

 

Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, ooh yeah

Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything

Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way

Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah

 

Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies

Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away, yeah

Someday yet, he'll begin his life again

Oh, whispering hands, gently lead, lead him away...him away, him away

Yeah! Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up

 

Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies

Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away

Ooh, someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah

Oh, whispering hands, gently lead, lead him away...him away...him away

Yeah! Woo...uh huh...yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy

 

 

 

ALIVE

Son, she said, have I got a little story for you

What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a

While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen

Your real daddy was dyin'

Sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad we talked

 

Oh I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, I, oh, I'm still alive

Hey I, oh, I'm still alive Hey...oh...

 

Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room

She said I'm ready...for you

I can't remember anything to this very day

'Cept the look, the look...

Oh, you know where, now I can't see, I just stare

 

I, I'm still alive

Hey I, but, I'm still alive

Hey I, boy, I'm still alive

Hey I, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah

Ooh yeah...yeah yeah yeah...oh...oh

 

Is something wrong, she said

Well of course there is

You're still alive, she said

Oh, and do I deserve to be

Is that the question

And if so...if so...who answers...who answers

 

I, oh, I'm still alive Hey I, oh, I'm still alive

Hey I, but, I'm still alive Yeah I, ooh, I'm still alive

 

WHY GO

She scratches a letter into a wall made of stone

Maybe someday another child won't feel as alone as she does

It's been two years, and counting, since they put her in this place

She's been diagnosed by some stupid fuck, and mommy agrees, yeah

Whoa...yeah...hey yeah yeah

Why go home

 

She seems to be stronger, but what they want her to be is weak

She could play pretend, she could join the game, boy

She could be another clone...ooh...whoa...ah yeah...

Why go home?

What you taught me...put me here...don't come visit...mother

Sting me

Whoa...ooh

Why go home?

What you taught me...put me here...don't come visit...mother, mother, yeah

Why go home? Whoa...

 

 

 

BLACK

Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay

Were laid spread out before me as her body once did

All five horizons revolved around her soul

As the earth to the sun

Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn

Ooh, and all I taught her was everything

Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore

And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds

Of what was everything

Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything

 

I take a walk outside

I'm surrounded by some kids at play

I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear

Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head

I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning

How quick the sun can, drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass

Of what was everything?

All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything

All the love gone bad turned my world to black

Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all that I'll be...yeah

 

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star

In somebody else's sky, but why

Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine

 

 

 

JEREMY

At home, drawing pictures of mountain tops with him on top

Lemon yellow sun, arms raised in a V

And the dead lay in pools of maroon below

Daddy didn't give attention

Oh, to the fact that mommy didn't care

King Jeremy the wicked...oh, ruled his world

Jeremy spoke in class today

 

Clearly I remember pickin' on the boy

Seemed a harmless little fuck

Ooh, but we unleashed a lion...

Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How can I forget?

And he hit me with a surprise left

My jaw left hurtin'...ooh, dropped wide open

Just like the day...oh, like the day I heard

 

Daddy didn't give affection, no

And the boy was something that mommy wouldn't wear

King Jeremy the wicked...oh, ruled his world

Jeremy spoke in class today

Try to forget this...try to forget this

Try to erase this...try to erase this

From the blackboard

 

Jeremy spoke in class today

Jeremy spoke in, spoke in

Jeremy spoke in class today

Woooooohhh...spoke in, spoke in Woooooohhh...uh huh, uh huh

 

 

 

OCEANS

 

Hold on to the thread

The currents will shift

Glide me towards

You know something's left

And we're all allowed

To dream of the next

Oh, ohh the next, time we touch Oooh

You don't have to stray

The oceans away

Waves roll in my thoughts

Hold tight the ring

The sea will rise

Please stand by the shore Oh, oh, oh, I will be

I will be there once more Oooh.Uh huh, oh yeah

 

 

PORCH

What the fuck is this world

Running to, you didn't

Leave a message, at least I

Coulda' learned your voice one last time

Daily minefield, this could

Be my time, 'bout you?

Would you hit me? Oh oh oh...oh whoa whoa...ow...

 

All the bills go by, and

Initiatives are taken up

By the middle, there ain't gonna be any middle any more

And the cross I'm bearing home

Ain't indicative of my place

Left the porch

Oh oh oh

Hear my name, take a good look

This could be the day

Hold my hand, walk beside me

I just need to say

Hear my name, take a good look

This could be the day

Hold my hand, lie beside me

I just need to say

I could not take a-just one day

I know, when I would not ever touch you

Hold you...feel you...ever hold...never again Yeah

 

 

 

GARDEN

She don't wander in...don't wander in here, she

She don't wander in here...don't wander in here

 

The direction of the eye, so misleading

The defection of the soul, nauseously quick

I don't question, our existence

I just question, our modern needs

 

She don't wander in...don't wander in here, she She don't wander in here

 

I will walk...with my hands bound I will walk...with my face blood

I will walk...with my shadow flag Into your garden, garden of stone...yeah

 

After all is done, and we're still alone

I won't be taken, yet I'll go...with my hands bound

I will walk...with my face blood

I will walk...with my shadow flag

Into your garden, garden of stone

 

I don't show...I don't share I don't need, yeah...what you have to give

 

I will walk...with my hands bound I will walk...with my face blood

I will walk...with my shadow flag Into your garden, garden...oh

 

I will walk with my hands bound

I will walk into your garden, garden of stone

I don't know...I don't care

I don't need you for me to live...yeah, yeah, yeah, oh

Uh huh huh

 

 

 

DEEP

On the edge, windowsill

Ponders his maker, ponders his will

To the street below, he just ain't nothin'

But he's got a great view, and he sinks the needle deep, yeah

Whoa, can't touch the bottom

In too deep, yeah...oh, can't touch the bottom

 

Oh, on the edge of a know-nothin' town

Feelin' quite superior, the aged come

To the sky above he just ain't nothin'

But he's got a great view, and he sinks a burning knife deep, yeah

Ooh, can't touch the bottom

In too deep, yeah...uh huh, can't touch the bottom

In too deep

Ohhh...Ohhh

 

On the edge of a Christmas clean love

Young virgin from heaven...visiting Hell

To the man above her, she just ain't nothin'

And she doesn't like the view

She doesn't like the view

But he sinks himself deep

 

Oh, can't touch the bottom

In too deep, yeah...oh, can't touch the bottom

Can't touch the bottom

Deep, yeah

Oh, yeah, the bottom, yeah

Ohh

 

 

RELEASE

Father...ooh...oh...oh

I see the world, feel the chill

Which way to go, windowsill

I see the world's on a rocking horse of time

I see the verse in the rain Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh

 

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now

I am myself, like you somehow

I'll ride the wave where it takes me

I'll hold the pain...Release me Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh

 

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now

I am myself, like you somehow

I'll wait up in the dark for you to speak to me

I'll open up...Release me...

Release me Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh

 

1 Once

2 Even Flow

3 Alive

4 Why Go

5 Black

6 Jeremy

7 Oceans

8 Porch

9 Garden

10 Deep

11 Release

12 Master/ Slave